Losing that Lovin’ feeling

 

Only those who fight survives

‘tis what keeps repeating in my head

The hurt and disappointment lingers ever since

And not a damn good memory was left

 

I tried to reach the heaven for us dear

To be lifted up and hope for a reconciliation

But my mind keeps spewing cuss and hate

So does my heart that is buried in frustration

 

Now I think back of the days that gone by

For the ifs and should, might have brought change

Then again we are but mortals who hate and sin

and forget what is to love and show compassion.

 

 

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Hi guys, I’m back well hopefully for good if inspiration will be good to me. Anywho I will be doing several Mariah Carey inspired poems or essay. Been in high heaven with her songs

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What Color is Us?

Colors of blue and black

is what you painted my heart on a faithless night,

words and stories that was shared

wrecked a piece of my trust that has long been scared.

Previously ‘ tis unscathed and strong

now left unsure and dismayed,

wondering if there’s a way or a redemption of some sort

to our black and blue promises that used to mean more.

…I had a vision I could turn you right
a stupid mission and a lethal fight
I should have seen it when my hope was new
my heart is black and my body is blue. – The Cardigans

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Mga matang mapagtanong

mga kamay na naglilikot,

biglang nakaapuhap

ng isang malikot na patnugot

Kahit may takot na nadarama

at tila pait na nagbabadya,

mga mata’y napako na

sa mapaglarong mga akda

pilit man pumikit, isipa’y nais makaintindi

mga kalokohan, kalikutan,

ba’t hanggang ngayon iyong kinukubli?

Ma’y binabalikan ka bang ala-ala?

o

hinahanap hanap mo ang kiliti nitong dala,

ang kahapon ba’y inaasam mo pa

at sa kasalukuyan ay nauumay ka na.

Screwing Up

Tama bang magtanong
kung tayo nga ba’y para sa isa’t isa
bat ba puro sakit na lang
ang ating pinadarama

Tama bang magtanong
kung bat di ka nagsasalita
sakin ba’y may takot ka
o baka nama’y di na sigurado
sa iyong nadarama

Tama bang magtanong
kung bakit tayo nasisira?
simple lang naman pala
subalit puso’t isipan nama’y isinasara

Di na nga ba nagkaka intindihan?

Di na nga ba sapat ang isa’t isa?

Maari nga bang itanong,

o titikom na lang

at titiisin ang nadarama…