What Matters Most

I used to dream of having everything
a posh car, a big house
a country home to dip when summer comes
a load of cash, an infinity card
a studded diamond necklace
and a ring that you just don’t see in any places
My own business, my own lot
a three-storey building that cashes in a lot

All of this I dreamt when I was young
when I thought of having everything
is what would everyone want
but ALAS! to my dismay such treasures is not enough
cause the treasure I’ve been wanting
is something I cannot have

A kiss and a hug
and I love you too and a soft touch
Your eyes, your lips
the stubble on your chin that my fingers longed to trace

Gold, money and fortune
such richness will never compare to you dearest
everything I have wouldn’t amount to anything
if its you My Love that I don’t have.

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Pasa at Pangako

Mga ngiting mapanlinlang
mga matang kay rikit
bewang na umiindayog
sa bawat hakbang at paglapit
katawang nangaakit
sa yong mga mata
boses na nangaanyaya
sa isang tunay na pagsinta

Lahat ito’y pagmamay ari
ng isang dalaga
na tuwirang naglalakbay
na may lihim na paanyaya
sa mga naka krus ang landas
at nagsambit ng pangakong kay tamis
sa mga ginoong nagbitaw na tingin
na tila may tinutunaw at ninanais

Halika na nga’t subukan
kung magagawang tibagin
ang tila naka rehas
na pagirog at damdamin
inaasam na makalaya
sa tila bulag na pagibig
magagamot nga ba ang sugat
o maiiwan lang ang pasa ng pait.

 

Sige nga magagawa nga bang
mailipat sayo ang pagsinta?

 

 

My skin is like a map of where my heart has been
And I cant hide the marks
Its not a negative thing.
I bruise easily
So be gentle when you handle me
Theres a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree
– Natasha Bedingfield, I Bruise Easily.

Musings of a Three Day Cardiac Change

The heart is a fickle piece of machinery, its has its ups and downs, it has its curve balls and annoyances, its kindness and greatest moments. It will not always respond to what you want, but it will make you feel what you need and I think every one wants to be with the one they need and also be needed.

Everyone wants to feel like their “enough”..   Sapat na ako kahit marami pang MAS sa buhay mo..

 

—— February 14—–
The playfulness of the moon brought joy and longing to my heart,
I dare not ask for any answers this time
but its whispers was a blessing of which I will not part
I came to see the reality of how beautiful life could be
If I were to just set myself free
I would be glorified by His love and endless promises
I would be shown mercy and joy of a hundred fold
I would finally have peace from those that have kept me binded
And relish in his promise when I asked,  “what could be?”

——February 15—–
I smiled back to those searching eyes with lips that are in half a smile,
I grinned at the sudden interest and of a particular promise,
I flirted with every turns and flips of my hair with eyes that says Hi
I dare him to come to me with that dashing smile..

—-February 16—–

She’s throwing in the towel for she just had enough. The actions with the nay-sayers had finally broke her apart and the restlessness of his fickle heart has made her turned her back..
She no longer wants to abide by his rules, She wouldn’t want to be stepped on and be his doormat, She’d rather be the one who will come in his life just ONCE…make him feel loved, gamble her soul for it.. then leave before her heart is crushed..

She’d rather be the one that got away…

A Smile after the Storm

Ever so lightly I opened my eyes
the dust has settled
and so has my heart
the burning bush of thy love
was already laid to rest
and the sweet nothings on my lips
has already bid you its best
the trickle of the morning mist
will always be you unto me
the past memories will probably stay as fantasies
the warm words and song weve’d sung
would just be part of my hearts solemn hum
a lost melody from an old song
that only a few hearts of this world has sung.

Farewell my love
I bid you happiness and success
may the Lord shower you with blessings from up above.