I HAD YOU

 

I ran back against the strong wind,

against the drops of water that slowly trickled and casted a sad somber feel,

the likes that imitates the sad love story we just saw.

 

I am about to say I am sorry,

I am about to plead my life with just these three words,

I am about to beg and give you the relish of seeing me in misery

Of Me not having You, in my Life, EVER.

 

But Alas like in every sad love story, your car arrived too early and mine came late

that I have to wilder through traffic, while yours was blissful.

I came at your door in despair, sorrow hanging on my shoulders and tears struggling not to fall..

 

But your already gone.

 

Gone, that you haven’t been able to hear how every bit of your

touch haunts me, how every soft whispers can still be heard inside my room,

how your embrace have made me courageous, how I hold you dear, how I treasure YOU!

 

Well, technically its when I HAD YOU.

 

 

Now this is our sad love story, true, painful and a sad cliche.

Ang Huli Araw Natin

the-end

Sa kalagitnaan ng kaguluhan hindi ko matiis na hindi lakbayin ang nakaraan,

kung saan ako dating nadapa, kung saan pilit pumihit at pag-iibiga’y nawala.

Doon ko nakita ang ating kamalian, sa gitna ng mga halik, galit at kamangmangan

sa pagpipilit angkinin ang lahat ng biglaan, sa pagmamadaling abutin ng walang pag aanuman

Ngayon sa dulo ng taon ako’y napahinto, nakatitig sa naiwang mga sulat at regalong hindi na naibalot

Nagninila’y kung ano at papasaan nga ba, kung dapat pa bang hintayin,o iwanan ang ating pahina.

This Love

Lingering again back to the days and nights when we thought we fully understand.

 

I am not foolish nor blind

I am nor crazy nor desperate

but what am I right now is a person who feels

Feels the throngs of passion,

of hurt and worries,

of desire and sweet anticipation,

Of one day meeting you.

 

Again these are the nights when I would stay up and linger, back to the days when I thought my world would be with you.

 

So now as I get myself back to sleep, I’d like to listen one more time to the music of my love.. the one that belongs to you.

 

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Songs by Miss Angela Aki, a fave artist of mine.

Lihim

Sa biglaang pagkamulat

Sa isang iglap

Ang lumang mga sugat

muling  nagsipagbukas

Sa muling pagdanak

Sa puso sana’y maapuhap

Mga dating nasambit

Sa puso’y sana’y kumudlit.

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Excerpt from the song by STING titled Fragile

“If blood will flow when flesh and steel are one
Drying in the colour of the evening sun
Tomorrow’s rain will wash the stains away
But something in our minds will always stay”

“On and on the rain will fall
Like tears from a star, like tears from a star
On and on the rain will say
How fragile we are, how fragile we are”
-Sting