My Not So Fairytale

If you’re a Disney kid, you would know that true love is like “zing”, it’s what could make you get out of coma like Snow White and Aurora, or make you fly to the moon on a magic carpet or see the prince within a wild beast. It’s all too magical when you’re a kid, and you dream of one day feeling it, having it, bathing in its warmth. But like the rest of anything magical in this world this idea fades, we grow up only to discover that it’s not as easy as it was in the films, it’s not always like that, sometimes we meet them, sometimes we don’t, but what if you meet that person, by Nicholas Sparks words…

“How far should a person go in the name of true love?”

Would a simple declaration suffice? would songs and melody calm and entice? would an embrace and a kiss under the moon would bring a lovers delight? would you even put up a good fight?

And what if it’s not reciprocated, can you bear the pain of that childhood wish going down the drain? would you even ask the Lord above for a reason why it has come this way?

I wiped my tears and let the air-dried it up, no one should bear this loneliness and hurt.. no one should bear the overflowing love and passion for someone.. it’s all too crazy, the dramatics, the emotions, it’s not a fleeting romance.. but a single TRUTH.

That at times, we get to fall for someone so hard,that we can’t stop ourselves from falling and not breaking us apart, that it becomes a blessing and a curse, that it’s the only thing that is pure and real in you… A single person becomes the only thing that matters in your world.

But we are not in Disney film, this is the real world, and perhaps there is no happily ever after. Sometimes the only thing that matters most to us, is something we just can’t have…
So I ask you again

“How far should a person go in the name of true love?”

“We have to allow ourselves to be loved by the people who really love us, the people who really matter. Too much of the time, we are blinded by our own pursuits of people to love us, people who don’t even matter, while all that time we waste and the people who do love us have to stand on the sidewalk and watch us beg in the streets! It’s time to put an end to this. It’s time for us to let ourselves be loved.” – C. JoyBell C.


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