Shards of Solitude


When the only thing left to do is try to fool oneself.

I used to not feel anything
believing I’m incapable
deceiving the lots
restrained to reasons
anesthetized for too long

I’ve always been in forlorn
used to the silence
and scared to their deceit
yet, now here I am again
with this feeling that is so strange

Crying over something
that is not supposed to be
I have always accepted it
knowing your heart is not for me

Kept my mouth shut
deny all the truth
hide all my tears
smile and act like I’m incapable
twist the honesty out of the fool.

 

 

This post is a reminiscent of last years feelings.. Anesthetized For Repair

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